Bev and Tam

Sometimes

Tam has come home from school. He looks tired and loaded with cold. He could not be bothered with going out to the shops or for something to eat and cried when I asked him. So pyjama night it is. Wednesday nights are always Starbucks nights, a carry over from when Bev would take him…

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This week

I have a load of posts that I have been working on that just need a bit more work. The problem is that Tam is creating a lot of work and worry at the moments. It’s only Tuesday night and this is what we have had so far. Sunday was OK until the mention of…

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This week (CONT)

It’s currently 2:35am and after Tam had been down for a while he woke up crying and asking about school. It has taken about an hour to calm him. I have explained to him that no school tomorrow but he will have to go back to school soon. I have explained that school will be…

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Still Fragile

I look back at the past few years and try to understand everything that I have lost. I have lost my Dad, my Mam to dementia and then to death, and my love and sole mate Bev so very suddenly. Taken too soon. I try to take in all of that loss and work out…

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