This is a long post so go get a drink before you go any further.

The point of this post will be to answer some of the emailed questions I have received from the last two posts (No Rescue and Post No Rescue). It will also give you all an update on my feelings on what is currently going on (loads of questions on this that I hope I answer).

Why do you write a blog?

Well the idea of blogging about grief and autism came from a counsellor that I was talking with. They pointed out the positives of sharing Tams... read more

I was asked by a few people to write something about my last post. I have given it some thought and I still feel that what I wrote was from a place I exist in. A place that is for now my life. I don’t look for good in strangers. I watch strangers and generally in a few minutes I see something that shows stupidity or just downright selfishness. I care not what happens to humanity because in general we have written the cheques and the bill is coming to be paid soon.

As to me and how I feel. Well... read more

I have seen too much death, suffered too much loss and I no longer fear death.

I look at society and each day I feel and see actions that convince me that mankind is a pox on this planet. We do not deserve to continue. We are faulted in so many ways. We chase ideals that are pointless and in all reality are man made constructs that are going to be the death of our civilisation. That is a word we do not deserve. We are not civilised. We fight wars over things like borders and oil, we kill people who... read more